So I have been at the airport now for 3 days trying to leave Chicago to get back to Dallas to go back to work and I have had no luck so my aunt had to buy me a ticket for Southwest at Midway so I took a bus from O’Hare  to Midway and now I am waiting for my flight that leaves here at 4:55 but keep in mind that it is only 2:40 but going back and forth from the airport is so gay I hate flying I am so driving next time. So now I have no money and I need to make a deposit for my car and I need to find a new job cuz the summer camp job is going to be ending, so I need to keep hp that money. Then school is starting and I need to finish my classes and take the placement test again. I am really happy to leave I really am cuz Michelle’s house is going downhill I mean if  I was going to stay longer I would have went to my own house to stay cuz her house was NASTY like I did not want to even take a shower but I did anyways. Oh ya about this whole flying thing my bag was sent to Dallas on Sunday so I had one outfit for two days and that was not fun.  I think the only three good things on this trip where me making a new friend on Friday at the airport who was really cool and nice was trying to make me go into healthcare and those people make a shit tone of money, next was me getting my industrial pierced, and last was me seeing all my friends but I missed my boyfriend and my aunt and my dog. But for some odd reason my mom was supper nice to me the whole time I was there and she said that she would co-sign for my car and come down there and drive my jeep up with me and I think that would be nice but I don’t know. I don’t know if she will change in about a week and be a bitch again. For the most part everything is going good. I get to see Bobby when he picks me up from the airport and that will be nice. I just hope he is not mad at me like he was when I was at Michelle’s house cuz he was like I told u so, u should not have went but I don’t care cuz he wants to be lame like that then let him I have to life’s one in Chicago and one in Texas and I have tried to explain this to him but he does not listen he has to understand I moved from like a whole different world and met him and I am really happy I met him but he needs to understand that. Then when we went to Chicago to get stuff priced we got a flat tire and guess what Michelle does not have a jack in her car so we were standing in the middle of the highway and calling 911 lol that was the funniest shit ever if anything else could have gone wrong it would have like everything went wrong. But anyways I really am trying to work so hard for this car and I want everything to be ok in school. And I want to be a teacher and that’s what I have wanted to be ever since like 5^th grade. But what kind of teacher I want to be is still in the air. It is between high school or 4^th grade so I have no clue. Why is life so hard sometimes like I could have a mental break down any day now.

 so like i am sick and it feels like i am dieing this is really shitty now i cant go to work and i cant make money and i will be sick for my birthday which i am not happy about. but bobby always thinks there is something wrong with me but this is like the second time i have been sick seince i moved.

but anyways i know it is far way away but i was thinking of being a girl agin for halloween thats me last year. let me know.